Dread

Being productive.
Using my tired ass brain.
Responding to this prompt for the sake of consistency, despite my momentary absolute mediocrity.
Snails.
Spiders.
Restless nights spent trying to sleep and, as the name suggests, largely failing.
Committing to another person.
Meeting other people.
Dating.
Having to waste my time, money, and energy to meet a person and try to explain to them who I am all in a pointless attempt at human connection, which I will quickly end thereafter.
Checking my budget.
Talking to strangers.
Talking to acquaintances I have little-to-nothing in common with.
Eating the wrong jelly bean.
Staying exhausted, stressed, and sick like this forever.
Feeling bored and unproductive.